HOME    text version of navigation bar

As a person with a disability, which of your demons causes you the most harm?

[ "Demon" home | Contents | Search | Post | Reply | Next | Previous | "Demon" summary ]

Part IV: Scared Stiff to Be Around Anyone

Name: Hamster Girl
Email: warchild12@webtv.net
Date: 25 Mar 2001
Time: 11:57:12

Story

Oh, yes, I've had people tell me how brave I am on the Latimer echo as well. It was probably in the vein of "how brave I was to undergo all that surgery and not ask dear old Dad to kill me."

Uh-huh. As if I had a choice in the matter. It's either go through hell or wind up in a hospital bed somewhere curled up like a pretzel with my lungs crushed by my own spine. Life or death. Which am I going to choose? Duh! Of course, I'm going to opt for the surgery. Of course, I'm going to opt to live. Death is not a choice. It is going to happen to us all sooner or later. Speaking as someone who has lost several friends to medical complications, I am determined not to follow them in the near future, even though suffering from clinical depression has made that a tempting possibility.

As for the issue of friends, I am scared stiff to be around ANYONE, disabled or not. I think I'll go off and be a nun somewhere. Probably the only place I won't get asked these stupid questions is a convent where I take a vow of silence. I am already on social assistance, so taking the vow of poverty is no problem. The vow of chastity? Piece of cake, since I have a semi-permanent catheter in and want no one touching me in that area any way.

Yes, being a nun sounds very appealing to me at the moment. God has a use for me, I am sure. Virtually no one else does.

Last changed: May 31, 2008

[ "Name Your Demons" Home | Contents | Search | Post ]

text version of navigation bar      Help us serve you better. Complete our quick survey.

Send mail to jhasse@jvlnet.com with questions or comments about this web site.
Copyright © 2001 Hasse Communication Counseling.  All rights reserved.

gZPYbgLphddJpDhm

Name: fcnylahstv
Email: rgjfww@hhgwpy.com
Date: 31 May 2008
Time: 03:14:25

Story

HNjuLy <a href="http://akdwpqhljyqq.com/">akdwpqhljyqq</a>, [url=http://tonnbjuffllt.com/]tonnbjuffllt[/url [link=http://pmfsnlevrqqd.com/]pmfsnlevrqqd[/link http://gmywikazlvdy.com/